We’ve had a pretty challenging few weeks. Nothing earth shattering, but there have been some hard decisions to make and times we have found ourselves on our knees with nowhere else to turn. While I am ready for this burden to be lifted and this time to pass, I’m surprised to find myself savoring each moment as I’m drawn into a deeper understanding and reality of God’s love.
In past situations like this I would find myself paralyzed with fear. Fear of the unknown that I cannot control. I would get snippy with J.J. and drag him into my misery. I would start panicking and fixating on the smallest of things because I was trying to avoid dealing with the big beast staring right at me. I find that I am at my ugliest when I let fear control my thoughts & actions so you won’t be surprised to learn that for the past 5-6 years this verse has been constantly on my mind: